| Location | Heaven |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 30/08/2007 |
| Date of Death | 30/08/2007 |
| Visitors | 15,888 since 23/01/2008 |
| Creator |
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A BEAUTIFUL FLOWER LENT NOT GIVEN TO BUD ON EARTH AND BLOOM IN HEAVEN
AN ANGEL IN THE BOOK OF LIFE
WROTE DOWN OUR BABY'S BIRTH
SHE WHISPERED AS SHE CLOSED THE BOOK
TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH
NATALIYA GRACE BROWN - Born sleeping 30/8/07 Grew Angel Wings and went to heaven
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Jan 2007 I found out I was pregnant it was not planned but I was over the moon.
The due date was 20 September which was the same date as Nataliya dad.
I had no morning sickness throughout alittle bit more tired than usual but apart from that I felt
fine within myself. We had a bit of a scare as the down syndrome test came back high which meant
further tests and scans. The tests were ok the consultant wanted to monitor the baby growth as he
said the baby was small.
4th May ITS A GIRL! I was so happy as I already have a son and I always wanted a baby girl. I could
not wait to tell my family and friends and I could not wait to buy lots of pink girly things. We
came up with a few names but I got my way in the end and we decided to call her Nataliya and her dad
chose Grace.
My pregnancy was going so well I felt active and healthy and I was just so excited and could not
wait for my little Nataliya arrival.
Sunday 26 August Nataliya was not moving much she had hardly kicked all day. I was drinking cold
water which normally helps but nothing. I went to the hospital I was put on the monitor all was ok.
I was put at ease so went home.
Tuesday 28 August had an Ante - Natal appointment all was well baby heart beat was ok. Had the
decorator in painting Nataliya bedroom really excited getting everything ready.
Wednesday 29 August I had a appointment at the hospital so I brought Kieffer my son with me as I
wanted him to see Nataliya before she was born. The scan was ok then I was put on the fetal monitor
they could not find a heartbeat. The midwife gave me another scan she started to look worried so I
began to panic. I was rushed over to the labour ward prepared for a c section no heartbeat could
still not be found then it was announced my darling Nataliya had died. At that moment my world fell
apart.
Nataliya was born at 0712hrs Thursday 30 August 2007 weight 5ib 13oz perfect in everyway she looked
like a little angel. Nataliya is so loved more than she will ever know. We will never ever stop
loving her she will always be mummys baby & daddy girl and Kieffer little sister xxx
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I Miss You
If i was granted just one wish
I know what it would be
For the only thing i long for
Is to have you here with me
I'm trying to be patient
Until the time comes when
My one wish will be granted
and i will be with you
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♥ . ღ . ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIYA 2 TODAY ♥ . ღ . ♥
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Im Sending You A Million Kisses Wrapped Up In A Million Hugs To Tell You How Much We Miss You And To Give You All My Love xXx
WISHING MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY
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♫ ♫ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♫ ♫
♫ ♫ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♫ ♫
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♫ ♫ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♫ ♫
Dear Nataliya wishing you a happy 2nd birthday I hope you will be with mummy today as I celebrate your birthday with family & friends. I will always be so sad that you are not here to celebrate with us but you will be forever in our thoughts and heart.
Love you so much my heartaches for you. Stay close baby girl ............ Proud mummy of angel Nataliya
2 DAY TO GO
Hello Nataliya
Well aint you a lucky little girl you got lots of presents today I really was not expecting that at all as mummys work friends all remembered which really touched me as after a while people forget.
I cant wait to put all your new things in your garden I just hope they dont get stolen like last time. Gave training a miss today will go on Monday I need a lie in I am really going to have to step up a gear because I dont want to come last ...... lol
Sending you lots of hugs & kisses to your special place in heaven Love to you always ..... Mummy
MISSING YOU NATALIYA
Hello Nataliya
Just wanted you to know how much I missing you. I am having a terrible time at the moment and its all because I am missing you soooooo much. Today has been especially hard as you was born on a Thursday and I have relieved the day over and over . I spent most of the day biting my lip as I did not want to cry because if I start I wont stop but I am trying to be so brave.
Went training this morning which was a waste of time because I just could not motivate myself at one stage I just wanted to throw myself into the pond God help me this run is going to kill me ...... lol Hopefully I will feel a lot more motivated in a few days. Baby Girl you need to give me the strength I need to get through the next few days and pray it does not rain as I want to light your wish balloon. I have had it since your birthday last year but I will send it to you on the night promise promise promise.
Kieffer wants to buy you a present so I am going to take him to town he wishes you was at home with us he does not talk much but I know he loves you very much as we all do.
Sweet dreams Baby Girl my supernova(shooting star)....... Mummy
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Tributes For This Weekend
FOR FRIDAY 28TH AUGUST
Good Bye
I know my time has ended,
Its time for me to leave.
I want you all to know,
You mean so much to me.
Why I had to go,
Was a mystery to me.
All I heard was God,
Saying “ Please come home to me.”
So I left my friends and family,
I didn’t say goodbye.
All I got to see,
Were the tears in their eyes.
But as I saw them crying,
I asked them not to grieve.
Knowing how much we care,
That our love will never cease.
You can look up at the sky,
And look over to the sea.
When you feel that gentle breeze,
You always think of me.
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FOR SATURDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
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FOR SUNDAY
Letter From Heaven For My Family........
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an Angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind,
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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FOR MONDAY 24TH AUGUST
We can't have old days back,
When we were all together,
But secret tears and loving thoughts,
Will be with us forever.
FOR TUESDAY
If we could have one lifetime wish,
One dream that could come true,
We'd ask with all our hearts,
For yesterday and you.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Just a thought of sweet remembrance,
Just a memory, sad and true;
Just the love and sweet devotion,
Of the one who thinks of you.
FOR THURSDAY
No hand so soft and gentle
No heart so tender, true
No sorrow life could bring us
To equal losing you.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum
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Dream a Little Dream
Stars shining bright above you
night breezes seem to whisper
"I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree;
Dream a little dream of me.
Say "nighty night" and kiss me
just hold me tight and tell me
you'll miss me.
While I'm alone and blue as can be;
Dream a little dream of me.
Stars fading but I linger on Dear
still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn Dear
Just saying this:
Sweet dreams till sun beams find you
sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be;
Dream a little dream of me.
Stars fading but I linger on Dear
still craving your kiss.
I'm longing to linger till dawn Dear
just saying this:
Sweet dreams till sun beams find you
sweet dreams that leave all worries far behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be;
Dream a little dream of me.
Sweet dreams till sun beams find you
sweet dreams that leave our worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be;
Dream a little dream of me.
Dream a little dream of me.(Lyrics by Mamas & Papas)
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To my beautiful daughter Nataliya ♥
Hello Again Baby Girl
Not long now until your big day just over a week and I am getting so anxious. The build up to the day is so much worse I just hope I have a nice day like I did last year and I will keep my fingers crossed that the sun shines on your special day.
Coming into my 3rd week of training and I am still finding it hard my body aches from head to toe I just want it to be that little bit easier otherwise I am going to struggle but I will keep trying that is the least I can do for you.
I am not going tomorrow as I need a lie in but I will be back out on the crack of dawn on Sunday before I have to take Kieffer to football.
I will come over to your garden tomorrow and bring you some fresh flowers as you have not had any for a few days.
Love & miss you so much Baby Girl and I cant believe it is 2 years already it still seems like yesterday I have to keep telling myself that you was to beautiful and precious for earth but it does not make it any easier. Continue to shine down on me and I hope where ever you are keep smiling
Love you soooooo much and I will always treasure the short time we had until we meet again ....... Mummy
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Tributes For This Weekend
FOR FRIDAY 21ST AUGUST
Grief Is Like A River
My grief is like a river,
I have to let it flow,
But I myself determine
Just where the banks will go.
Some days the current takes me
In waves of guilt and pain,
But there are always quiet pools
Where I can rest again,
I crash on rocks of anger,
My faith seems faint indeed,
But there are other swimmers
Who know that what I need
Are loving hands to hold me
When waters are to swift,
And someone kind to listen
When I just seem to drift.
Grief's river is a process
Of relinquishing the past,
By swimming in Hope's channels,
I'll reach the shore at last.
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FOR SATURDAY
To Those I Love And Those Who Love Me
When I'm gone, release me, let me go;
I have so many things to see and do.
Don't tie yourself to me with tears.
Be happy that we had so many years.
I gave you love.
You can only guess how much that
You gave me in happiness.
I thank you for your love you each have shown.
But it is time I travel alone.
So grieve a while for me, grieve you must;
Then let your grief be comfort by trust.
It's only for a little while we must part.
So bless the memories within your heart.
I won't be far away, for life goes on.
So if you need me, call and I'll come.
Though you can't see or touch me, I'll be near.
If you listen with your heart, you'll hear
All my love around you soft and clear.
And then when you must come this way alone,
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home!"
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FOR SUNDAY
Tears
Tears are delightful expressions
Of happiness, sorrow, and love,
Made to release deep emotions,
A special gift sent from above.
When seeing sweet thoughts of a loved one
Midst memories of days of old,
A tear finds a cheek in the moonlight
As thoughts reach deep in the soul.
In moments of anger, frustrations and grief,
When happy thoughts flee like a thief,
Running away with our hopes and our cares,
A tear brings welcome relief.
If unwanted sorrow consumes us
And life seems so hard to bear,
With time a soul is healed,
Restored with the help of a tear.
Sun and beauty bring health to the soul
Through all of the days of our lives,
Deepest feelings of thanks are expressed
Through tears which appear in our eyes.
Be grateful for tears for their presence
Restores our most glorious thoughts
Of laughter, compassion and loving,
The most precious gifts of all.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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